Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Lost without you...

Oh where have u gone?!?! When I need u the most your ass isn't there and when i didn't need u...u were ways showing up with a vengeance! I go M.I.A for a few and u leave me like a bad habit?!? As much as I try finding u...u never show up! The hell?!? What have I done for you to leave?!? Is it cuz I found something (well someone ) to take my attention away from you?!?

Well I'm back...I haven't really forgotten about you I swear! I just had to lose myself for a bit and figured u would be around when I was ready but ur not...it's kinda f*** up to think u have gone...or if u haven't left then wtf am I doing wrong?!? Did I really lose you because I wasn't sure of what I needed?!? I'm sorry! I promise to never leave you...again...I'm here to stay! I might not have my shit 100% together but I can assured u that u have my attention!

DRIVE..I need you back in my life! I know it's not too late! I have refocused and even tho my attention has gone to other ppl and places...I can guarantee that u are my priority! U have gotten me so far in the past 7 yrs and I will always appreciate you for everything that you have done and I want to show you how grateful I am by giving u my all from now on! If I don't u can leave me and only I will have myself to blame...remember I am here to stay so I need you with me...deal?!? Sweet! So I will see u tomorrow and I promise not to bullshit u!

Love,

The wreckless one who desperately needs u back!